My son Harley would "freak" if he knew
that i was like "this"!
He'd say Mom Mom you really have to fight "this"I did not want to ruin your life
remember before when all seemed so right!
But now my sweet son all i see is wrong
nothing is right
as i lay awake in bed
thinking bad thoughts of your last night
But Mom Mom you did everything right
you had no control
over what happened to me my last night
so please don't loose sight
never give up the fight
to be the Mom I always knew
before my last night
their are other's who need you
be here for them for me for you
Mom Mom
I know that the tears you cry are for me
but try to stop crying and then you'll see
we did share time together
you and me
21 years filled with love is what i see
so be there for me for i am by your side
a part of you so alive
Mom Mom i hope one day you'll be back, promise
you'll see
you can be a good mom
and live on for me,
isn't that one of the hardest parts though.... when you know you did a good job. If you could only blame yourself you could return some sense of order to the word. No one to blame then you just try to deal with how random this world is....
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